you're the queen of everything

Whatever happened to Mary jane

they say i make no sense

This is how it goes

It's Peteя Paяkeя
22 June 1990 Photography Cigarettes Piercings is the sex Drugs are Love Fashion is the thing I dress to impress S T R E E T
R A V I E S
I rather live life then learn about it

Mar 31, 2009 ( 11:58 PM )

DARN SHIT!
Fucking painful!
and next,its gonna be at my cheek

I called,but no one answered!

( 4:45 PM )

Konnichiwa.
Yesterday was kind of a nice day.
Though its Monday.
Met S.N at Dhoby Ghaut MRT station to pick her up from school.
Was actually nervous for a moment.
Its been quite some time since i saw that little princess((:.
We were catching up the times that we missed in the train when suddenly she popped the conversation about my piercings.
She wanted to get her smiley pierce,then i asked whether she wants to do it when were reached Tampines
She said yes and we when to get the stuff at Century square then headed to my place.
Some funny thing happened at my place between mummy and S.N((:.
She told my sister that my hamster looks much more cuter then me!!!
Trying her best to cover the tattoos,heh!

And yeah she got her smiley pierce and its my first time doing it for a girl.
I was pretty darn scared to do it actually.

Girls who got their smiley pierced tend to be more sexier
I like!
And the song you sang to me,i love it.
Now I'm frigging bored and so I'm off to play soccer!
Sayonara.

Mar 29, 2009 ( 10:16 PM )

Deviant Art

Live & Loaded
Episode 9

Me and Syakir

Trying very hard to be a model i guess((:

( 5:59 AM )

I'm a HEARTBREAK ER

sayonara

( 5:20 AM )

I've made a lot of mistake.
I really got no intention to hurt anyone.
It is all said out of anger.
Well people don't call me Mr EGO for nothing.
Goodnight.
Sayonara

( 2:28 AM )

When Town with my love ones.

A pretty nice outing.

So i didn't buy the Agnes B tee cause its out of stock.

But mummy got me A SUP t'shirt((:

I got a new piercing as well.

goodnight

sayonara

Mar 28, 2009 ( 12:49 AM )

It's very complicating but its okay
we'll try it out.

Mar 27, 2009 ( 11:59 PM )

Konnichiwa!
Well I'm feeling pretty darn happy now.
Lots of funny things happening!
Going shopping tomorrow with mummy.
Getting myself a Agnes B long tee which i had been eying for quite some time((;
Woke up pretty late just now,fuuuh damn tired!
Accompanied Miss Norhafawati to SGH yesterday to send her documents.
She said i was so "Jakon"(some Malay word)
Its my first time what!.
Its sad to see new born premature babies being treated in the ICU ward okay.
Come on I'm gonna have my own soon one day!
And i want a healthy one and cute just like the father.
C O N F I D E NT la sey!
She calls me pekak la,potek la.haiyo
Took the cab from SGH to Tampines.
Its funny to know that she needs sweet to prevent dizziness cause by the tight air condition of the taxi.
We met my old mates yesterday at Starbucks,its been awhile.
Terperanjat right,ya me too!
Slack till late at Telepark with them.
Had a sing along session with them.
We were tired and one by one left the place.
Hafa took the cab home and I walked miss Elizabeth to her place back.

To my old friend,
Don't bother about what people gonna say.
Who cares about it.
So what if people calls you a snatcher.
I was the one who made this decision.
I walked away and i left her.
I'm not at a losing end.
I got nothing to lose.
Well I'm not shock actually.
Its not like this is the first time you're dating someone i ever dated.
You can call me a freaking bastard,i don't care.
Cause i know that I'm a pretty good one.

Sayonara.

This girl says I really look like Tanaka Koki,go check it out!

Mar 24, 2009 ( 10:20 AM )

I want to drive you to the corner and kiss you without a sound.
Kiss me gently,always i know.
Hold me,Love me
Don't ever let go.
peterparker......
sayonara

( 10:13 AM )

All my will to win you back
sayonara.

Mar 21, 2009 ( 11:51 PM )

My new VON ZIPPER Beanie cap

20March2009
p.s I Love you.
sayonara

Mar 20, 2009 ( 1:35 PM )

Gomen Nasai Sara Natasha
Aishiteru.
sayonara

( 12:56 PM )

You wonder why I'm still here
After i said that I'll be gone
It was not easy after all.

I don’t wanna hurt you,I don’t wanna make you sway
Like how I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
You gathered my dreams in
When they all blew away and it was you who pick the pieces up when i was a broken soul.

Sayonara

I give the final blow

Mar 19, 2009 ( 11:54 PM )

When Tampines mall to catch RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN.
I slept through out the whole show,and i didn't had a sneak peek of the movie at all.
WASTED!!

I'm disappointed ,fucking pissed off,sleepy,feel like shouting at someone face,not in the fucking mood,and i don't give two FUCKS about it anymore.
A falling star,at least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you yourself doesn't know.
Maybe it's best that you leave me alone,its for your own good.
It's too late to fight.

Sometimes lies are much more pleasant to swallow than the truth itself.
MOVE ALONG!
Goodnight world
Sayonara

( 1:03 PM )

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same.
I salute you.
In my case,I'm too afraid to just look back on the pages which was left with empty spaces.
I never dream t it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say that i really miss that someone, to say that I really meant when i said i love her.
Everyone around me is doing pretty good i guess.
I'm not ready to meet anyone for now.
I have a lot of things to be done.
Lots of issue happening
I did my new piercing.
I'm not sure why but every time when i get upset,i tend to poke myself.
I felt better every single time i pierce myself.
My face is getting heavier with the metals poking to almost each part of it.
and I LOVE IT.

update more sooon.
(eh my salah pulak)

Sayonara.

Mar 14, 2009 ( 4:28 AM )

Thursday-
When Double O that night.It's been awhile and i had fun((:.
I called Sara Natasha that afternoon,but her maid answered and told me she's still not back yet.
So i waited.
Friday-
When to visit Mamat at Khalsa Crescent Prison.
He's going to be discharged in a month time.
I'm glad to know that.
And i really miss you.
you just don't know how am i feeling now.
sayonara

Mar 11, 2009 ( 6:17 PM )

I love it when you call.
sayonara

Mar 10, 2009 ( 10:22 PM )

Maybe if I took a little time to talk then she'd heal a little if she wants to.
She can run but let's teach her how to walk away now.
There's a key to the door that she's hiding behind,maybe

.
No one knows all the thoughts, all the dreams, And the ideas i got and contains inside.
Where have i gone wrong this time.
My family,my friends,the person whom i thought was the one.
Am i too selfish,self centered or too egoistic.
Things just happen on and off whenever they like.
When they think they had enough,they just walk away.
They put blames on me.
Every single time!
I don't need to seek any attention.
but please understand me for once.
I'm not Superman!
I'm still looking for somewhere to feel alright.

sayonara

( 8:07 PM )

Work Work Work!
Money Money Money!
Shop Shop Shop!
Finish my bloody license.

sayonara

( 7:44 PM )

Whats your freaking problem.you and your life full of lies.
stop being a hypocrite bastard
.It's my bloody life and I'm fucking free to moan about anything i want.
Why can't you just say straight to my face
Again i say,i don't owe you guys a fucking living.
Whatever shits that came out from your mouth was all lies.
You know that i regret knowing you.
How on earth can those people bear with you sia.
you are just fucking lucky.

.

To Izwan and Iman,congratulations on you passing your TP.
Dani you're next.
and i promise you,i'll get mine
All the best in life my friends
muacks
sayonara

( 3:44 AM )

you wonder why.
ask yourself!
you lied.
again people think that I'm a joke or something is it.
when i actually thought you were different.
Good night.

sayonara

Mar 9, 2009 ( 6:16 AM )

I miss you.
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep,I can't dream tonight.
I need somebody always.
This sick,strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time.
Help help.
somebody help

Sayonara

Mar 7, 2009 ( 8:47 PM )

You and your F.W.S

( 7:34 PM )

So what if my ego is the size of the universe.
It's not your fucking problem.
i don't owe you a living.
And I've been myself all this while.
Go look at the fucking mirror and say it to yourself!
.

Sayonara

( 6:41 PM )

It's the end of you and me finally.
It was just a waste of time knowing you all this years.
.
sayonara

Mar 6, 2009 ( 3:49 PM )

Thinking of you, adds a wonderful touch of love to my everyday
You let me give you a detailed description, of how I spent my day.
You''re someone I can be goofy with.
It''s in the way you look at me and in your warm embrace.
You were never boring.
You always has something to say whenever we talk on the phone
You snore while I''m talking to you.
I enjoy being with you.
You know how to bring a smile on my face.
There are still a few reasons why I love you, but the most important one is Baby, knowing you is loving you.

Sayonara

Mar 3, 2009 ( 11:43 PM )

I ♥ Sara Natasha Bte Ramlan

( 2:45 AM )

peter parker.
Yesterday was the past,tomorrow is a mystery and today is gift.
That is why its called present.
get it.
imy.
sayonara

( 2:36 AM )

You said you're gonna call after school.
maybe you're just busy with something.
hope you're doing okay.
Go school alright!
Take good care of yourself.
i just want to tell you that i miss you and
Goodnight Mary Jane.
Sayonara

( 1:49 AM )

i can barely open my eyes right now.
I don't feel right today.
I had fever so i had to cancel the appointment with the model agency.
Didn't do much as i was sick but i still got to watch Hannah Montana for awhile,kental..
a lot of things has been running through my mind these few days.
I'm really scared and can't stop thinking of it.
Why am i still stuck down here when everyone is free to roam around.
why must the past keeps on haunting.
why must this thing happened to me.
why me?
They say time has the way of healing us.
how much more time?
Must i always have to swallow all this bullshits.
I fucking hell needs a fucking god damn answer!

sayonara

Mar 2, 2009 ( 4:00 PM )

I'm just scared...

( 4:37 AM )

your lips,your smile,I love it when you kiss me baby

Sunday Sunday

( 3:49 AM )

Good Afternoon World.
I was awaken by the noise downstairs,so i drag my little ass to my dad's lappy .
Had a call from Jumari 15mins ago asking me whether i wanted to tag along with them for Karaoke-ing session at town,and i said yes.
"be there by 12,and bangun jangan tido".

I was on the phone with little miss MARY JANE WATSON all night and i was supposed to call her back but i didn't. i tertido pulak.heee.
)): SORRY.
Had fun talking to her.
We shared some lame jokes and got to know our self better as well.
Good Afternoon Sara Natasha.

It's going to be 12 soon and i'm still in my boxers only.hahaha
taking shower now.
till then
peter parker

Sayonara.

Mar 1, 2009 ( 3:58 AM )

"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales,
that fantasy of what your life would be,
white dress,
prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith.
Santa Claus,
the Tooth Fairy,
Prince Charming,
they were so close you could taste them,
but eventually you grow up,
one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
Most people turn to the things and people they can trust.
But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause
almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope,
of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true-
Mohammed Farhan bin Md Ludin

miss you friend.
sayonara

( 2:21 AM )

Maybe i was on my own all this while.
good morning
sayonara